.....things are starting to get really good
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Jul. 16th, 2005 | 02:11 am
mood:
drunk/buzzed
music: Infected mushroom
yea.. so my night was content.
i had to like chill with my mom/sister and julia all day, and i went to the docotr, and had a physical, and got to talk to my doctor about my life-- AE:drugs, sex, drinking, depression.... all that fun stuff, and i love how he qwas jsut like, yea, well, u can like dirnk and shit, like, its okay, as long as u use good judgement, and dont like, over drink, or drink like, hard core lol..
And, after the doctor, i went w/ kate, mom, and julia to get their hair cut, and saw rosane. it was cool. i got a fucking uber umbrella... its sick. it has poka dots.and i love it.
after that i went for food with them, and saw my grandfater, and he game me 20$... also sick
and THAN, i went home, backed a shit load, and then went to Rj's house.-- we like, watched team america and just relaxed and chilled out... the movie was funny... i had a really nice time, and i like. just keep falling for him!! ugh im like so fucking in love with that kid!
Oh yea, i broke up with danny yesterday. i still love him. but, i did it with no regrets, and, idk, things jsut seem alo0t better now. i mean, idk, it was just really hard having a relationship with him, so im really like happy, and its better off that where no longer together. also, im going away monday, so like, idk, i guess its cool, cuz i can go off and have fun with out feeling guilty.
---BUt i really hope that me and Rj can get together when i get home, i mean, like, im so into him! (god that sounded so sexual) lol haha, but like, idk, he's just a great person. hes a FUCKING IDDIOT!!! but im still so in love.--(they all got arrested last night thoes fuckign dumbasses!!!)
DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!!
Tomorrow, me and Rj might go to the movies. cuz, lea's an iddiot!!!!well, no, but idk im kinda pissed, and confused, cuz she fucked up my plans and shit, but, wtf ever. ill deal with that some other time...
TOngight was sick. i beasted on food, (PMS) and chilled out, and then, i watched futurama,while drinking a bud light,---right after i had a bogie--- UGH so heavenly!!!!!
AND THAN!!!-- dirty actually fucking called me, though i had given up thinking he was going to call!!
That kid---dude, hes fucking like, their no word to explain him, the best i can think of is UBER, but idk y lol....hes my idol if i had an idol.---yet, he makes me feel so dumb-- its like, such a great relationship/friendship....
ITs hot shit!!
well, now that im kinda buzzed--- as in, not sober--, just to the extend to everything being UNCONTORABLY funny/hysterical---
but im tired, so im off to go dream happy dreams, about a possible love--- lol
wow, im a discrase to myself, and i kinda enjoy it!
i had to like chill with my mom/sister and julia all day, and i went to the docotr, and had a physical, and got to talk to my doctor about my life-- AE:drugs, sex, drinking, depression.... all that fun stuff, and i love how he qwas jsut like, yea, well, u can like dirnk and shit, like, its okay, as long as u use good judgement, and dont like, over drink, or drink like, hard core lol..
And, after the doctor, i went w/ kate, mom, and julia to get their hair cut, and saw rosane. it was cool. i got a fucking uber umbrella... its sick. it has poka dots.and i love it.
after that i went for food with them, and saw my grandfater, and he game me 20$... also sick
and THAN, i went home, backed a shit load, and then went to Rj's house.-- we like, watched team america and just relaxed and chilled out... the movie was funny... i had a really nice time, and i like. just keep falling for him!! ugh im like so fucking in love with that kid!
Oh yea, i broke up with danny yesterday. i still love him. but, i did it with no regrets, and, idk, things jsut seem alo0t better now. i mean, idk, it was just really hard having a relationship with him, so im really like happy, and its better off that where no longer together. also, im going away monday, so like, idk, i guess its cool, cuz i can go off and have fun with out feeling guilty.
---BUt i really hope that me and Rj can get together when i get home, i mean, like, im so into him! (god that sounded so sexual) lol haha, but like, idk, he's just a great person. hes a FUCKING IDDIOT!!! but im still so in love.--(they all got arrested last night thoes fuckign dumbasses!!!)
DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!!
Tomorrow, me and Rj might go to the movies. cuz, lea's an iddiot!!!!well, no, but idk im kinda pissed, and confused, cuz she fucked up my plans and shit, but, wtf ever. ill deal with that some other time...
TOngight was sick. i beasted on food, (PMS) and chilled out, and then, i watched futurama,while drinking a bud light,---right after i had a bogie--- UGH so heavenly!!!!!
AND THAN!!!-- dirty actually fucking called me, though i had given up thinking he was going to call!!
That kid---dude, hes fucking like, their no word to explain him, the best i can think of is UBER, but idk y lol....hes my idol if i had an idol.---yet, he makes me feel so dumb-- its like, such a great relationship/friendship....
ITs hot shit!!
well, now that im kinda buzzed--- as in, not sober--, just to the extend to everything being UNCONTORABLY funny/hysterical---
but im tired, so im off to go dream happy dreams, about a possible love--- lol
wow, im a discrase to myself, and i kinda enjoy it!
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